I am trying to get back in focus, just very tired of all of this. Deb: No H has never taken any meds that would hinder his performance, this is all in his head and heart I think. I took prozac for 5 years but when my internist found out he made me quit, said I had taken them well beyong their purpose. Was hard for awhile, but doing ok now. The gym actually helps me more anyway. H is not home tonight he is at his last wed night class for the semester. Kind of enjoying my alone time. thinking of taking a mental health day soon but need to get thru oldest son's college grad next week. yeah for him, now if only he would get a job!!!!!!! he played minor league baseball for the last two years but recently decided it was only going to lead to a 30 yr old minorleague player( he will be 24 soon)so....he is graduating but hasnt quite figured out what to do with himself just yet. Something good at least for our family.