I will be leaving the BB for a while. I've come to the place where I refuse to live like this any longer, no matter what. It sometimes seems like I'm losing my mind. (Have fun with that one!) I need to do some praying about what to do and how to do it.

Thanks to all who have joked with, advised and insulted me. (Special recognition goes to MM on that last part. ) The things you've written have really helped me.

Good luck to all. I'll think of each of you as a friend.

Mike