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Sounds as if she has no idea what unconditional love really is.
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I've always thought that, but then I'll second guess myself and wonder if I'm just being selfish.

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I know that it is mostly him, but sometimes I just have those doubts, too.
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Here's where you're wrong, IMO. It's not mostly him, it's ALL him. The only reason you're getting a D is because he's not willing to change. It's not about your mistakes or what you could have done better. If you had never made a mistake and always done things in the absolute best way, he still wouldn't be willing to change!

Who knows if he'll wake up after you're gone and realize what he had? Either way, he's a complete fool. I'll never understand why any man wouldn't thank God 1,000 times a day for his HDW and treat her so well (in and out of bed) that she'd never think of leaving.

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Deep down, I know better, but sometimes the rejection really cuts deep.
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I know what you mean. I hurt for you just reading it. I'm sorry anyone has to feel that. It is so unnecessary. In fact, I believe it's only a S's pride that causes it. (It's certainly your H's pride that keeps him from being willing to change when he knows it's hurting you.)

Mike - cyberland friend, but you couldn't trust me in RL