ML last night...nothing too spectacular. She said she wasn't feeling like she wanted anything for herself but that she enjoyed being intimate and playing with me. She was sweet enough about it that I didn't interpret it as "obligation" sex. She approached it as a "manual massage" thing but it wasn't working for me though it felt very nice. I told her that I was having lots of trouble with just the "physical sensation" and no "connection" and that I had to look into her eyes and get her into my head to be aroused. During this exchange, she said something interesting. She said "I've never know you to be self-conscious". I'm not sure what that meant. Maybe she thought it had to do with my inability to lie there with my eyes closed. I should have asked for clarification. I finally told her that I really just wanted to ML and she got on top and did me for a while. I was still not too aroused but it felt great. We stopped after a while and went back to manual and it took dirty talk to get me over the edge.
Anywhere is walking distance if you have the time
-Steven Wright
