As the trail twisted through trees and over roots, it opened up into a clearing with the full moon, peeking out from behind golden ribbons of clouds. The air was cool and the dew was causing the fragrance of all the vegetation to be released into the air. Whippoorwills were singing, crickets chirping and fireflies leaving tracers in the air in front of me.

I want so desperately to be able to share moments like this with my W. My biggest challenge in our marriage will be to introduce her to the joys of mountain biking without overwhelming her. I can't help but think of Schnarch on his hikes when I think of climbing the North Georgia Mountains with my W. There is so much potential for joy in the accomplishment. She is a person who has a long history of "not trying", "quitting when it gets hard", and "failing but not re-attempting". This is where I'm polar opposites with her. I need to figure out ways to give her small successes and show that she can really trust me. Because she doesn't "invent" any challenges of her own, then I guess it gives me a chance to introduce her to "my world" but in a very measured dose.

I was "edgy" before I left but I'm feeling pretty good now. Adrenaline, endorphins and burning 3000 calories is a pretty decent substitute for sex. Night riding always has this soothing affect on me. There's something about it for the ADD brain because the way it makes you focus on things. I need a shower and some sleep now. Good night moon.


Anywhere is walking distance if you have the time -Steven Wright