Well I would have loved to push for some BT (bed time) tonight, but I'm going to be night mountain biking to prepare for a 24 hour race this weekend. I'm feeling really "edgy" these past couple of days and I'm not certain why. Maybe it's withdrawals from the Prednisone cycles last week. Exercise isn't helping this feeling. This "edginess" makes me feel like I need more sex. Pushing for the Mon night BT was a byproduct of this "edginess" and it didn't relieve things.

I feel like this frog in a fairy tale that I read to my D5. The frog pleads with the princess to kiss him so that he will turn into a prince. She finally does and says "just kidding" and she has to wipe frog slime off her lips.

"Do me and I will turn into a happy prince"

Part of my anxiety has to do with a fear that I'm going to be dealing with this for a long time. If I ever complain, she will probably throw the "frequency" in my face.

Anywhere is walking distance if you have the time -Steven Wright