That song is so appropriate! For both of us. I too was having a pity-party yesterday! That's why I didn't post here to you, I didn't want to drag you down. I too, am much better!
I don't know if I will get this house or not, so who knows where I will be! Hate limbo land! You on the otherhand are free to make a house your home! Sure it is a big step, but now you can get on with your life!
Who knows what your future holds, I'm sure you will not end up alone!
This is YOUR journey now! D picked a new one, drop the rope and make a new life. I'm sure it will be great!