Quote: What action can you take right now to feel better?
Do you have a blender handy..sounds like it might be time for marguaritas...I am in such a goofy mood this afternoon! Sorry Pam, I know you're having hard time and I hope I'm not offending you.
Certainly none of this is ever a direction I forsaw my life going.
But since I can't change it I figure I might as well bite the bullet and get it over with at this point.
I also e-mailed her back to check and see how long financing ususally takes after I find a house.
I just think the faster I am out of here the better and if David is true to form he will procrastinate on doing stuff here and I will be gone before it goes on the market!
That is my goal to be gone or to have a place that I know that I am going too as soon as I can close and move in.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
Good morning PAM. My personal belief is that every home should have stuff for margaritas
Making decisions, taking charge of one's life, is much like swimming. Great to know the theory, but until you are in the water, nothing is real. After a few laps, it comes naturally. You will be doing so well in no time at all, Pam
Heard this song on the radio on the way in yesterday. I want to be here someday.
One Way Ticket (Because I Can)
Leann Rimes
Standing on the border Looking out into the great unknown I can feel my heart beating faster as I step out on my own There's a new horizon and the promise of favorable wind I'm heading out tonight, traveling light I'm gonna start all over again
And buy a one-way ticket on a west bound train See how far I can go I'm gonna go out dancing in the pouring rain And talk to someone I don't know I will face the world around me Knowing that I'm strong enough to let you go And I will fall in love again Because I can
Gonna climb the mountain And look the eagle in the eye I won't let fear clip my wings and tell me how high I can fly How could I have ever believed That love could be so blind When freedom was waiting, down at the station All I had to do was make up my mind
And buy a one-way ticket on a west bound train See how far I can go I'm gonna go out dancing in the pouring rain And talk to someone I don't know I will face the world around me Knowing that I'm strong enough to let you go And I will fall in love again Because I can
Well, I have walked through the fire And crawled on my knees through the valley of the shadow of doubt Then the truth came shining like a light on me and now I can see my way out
I'm gonna buy a one-way ticket on a west bound train See how far I can go I'm gonna go out dancing in the pouring rain And talk to someone I don't know
I'm gonna buy a one-way ticket on a west bound train Gonna have my breakfast with some pink champagne I'm gonna sail the ocean, I'm gonna spread my wings I'm gonna climb that mountain, gonna do everything.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
That song is so appropriate! For both of us. I too was having a pity-party yesterday! That's why I didn't post here to you, I didn't want to drag you down. I too, am much better!
I don't know if I will get this house or not, so who knows where I will be! Hate limbo land! You on the otherhand are free to make a house your home! Sure it is a big step, but now you can get on with your life!
Who knows what your future holds, I'm sure you will not end up alone!
This is YOUR journey now! D picked a new one, drop the rope and make a new life. I'm sure it will be great!
What the doctor wants me to do is go to half a tablet a day for four weeks and then half a tablet every other day for 2 weeks and then stop them all together.
I hope this goes ok!
Tonight I need to look for the prescription and get the new order in before the D is final. Hopefully they will send it out before he faxes in the divorce decree. That is what he said they told him to do to cancel me off of the insurance.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
