I really am trying.

I am dealing with more now than I ever expected to have to deal with or even be capable of dealing with in my life.

I am looking at women I know who now live alone and trying to fit myself into that mold.

Marriage just didn't work for me.

I always thought I would always be married, I would have never predicted that I would end up spending my life alone.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"