Uncertainties, Wisdom & Allowances

[psluke]

I feel better I think a combination of things. I'm sure the main one is I think David forgives me for my crazymaking this morning. The other might be actually eating some lunch.

I called him because I just didn't want to stop talking on a bad note. I waited till after lunch to give me plenty of time to be a bit calmer.

He said he appreciates getting my newsletter and I explained that I had only wanted to check and make sure he got it because of the apology in it, that I didn't intend to be a b*tch this morning.

He said it just comes naturally huh? But he laughed and I did too and said yeah it comes with the hormones.

He says he hates PMS too, I said you don't have it, he said it spills over.

I apologized for this morning, Assuming he was snapping. He said no just busy, sort of curt. Then in a minute he whispered if I sound sort of distant there are a whole bunch of people around.

I thought that was nice of him. I said well I just wanted to make sure you understood I was apologizing for this morning and over IM sometimes it is hard to tell. No tone. So then he made a low noise like I was getting a dial tone. Then I got off as there were people there and I had said what I wanted to anyway.

So I guess overall maybe his mood is pretty good, which it should be I know.

But I am glad not to have ended talking with him on a bad note.