I figured as long as JJ doesn't throw me out of piecing I know I benefit from the input I get here.
I think a little of G might be because he is hurt over what J did, but I think he is trying to help, in his way, me to get over CHL and move on with my life. But I actually think if I want to try to remain friends the less I know about he and J the better off I will be.
It actually no longer concerns me. I don't mean it doesn't still hurt like heck. But he isn't my h now and it needs to no longer concern me and that is what I am working towards.
I was thinking I really wish CHL would keep this house. But I realize that has to be his decision. But I think it would be lots easier on me for him to buy me out and me to be out of it before it goes up for sale.
It hurts living here knowing it is going to be sold. I do love the place and I put a lot of myself into it this past year after CHL moved out.
I think living here and working to get it ready to sell is only going to be a constant downer for me and my best bet is to find something else as quickly as possible. But not to rush into something that isn't what I want. Tall order! LOL
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
