Pretty good start to day, easy morning at work, good chat with my boss about next year. I'm lucky I work for a great company and a great manager, lots of creative freedom
NG came over for lunch, then went to a project meeting. Friend had car problem, so mid-afternoon we took off on a rescue mission. Something different. Had light dinner, came home to catch up on emails.
Lately NG has been OK with me sitting next to him just reading my book while he does email, but body language last night was negative, so I stayed over on my couch. Later, I just went over for a cuddle and saw his LONG email to OW.
Just had to take off on my own, and have a weep. NG told me 6 weeks ago he was ending it, and there will be NO MORE CONTACT. Who is this weak man, who cannot keep his word? What has he done with my husband? Admittedly there were no endearments etc, but still, to take the time and effort to express anger an frustration at how she is running her life - that means the feelings are not being allowed to fade away.
