Journaling Thursday.

Realised that I am feeling much calmer this week because OW and her H are out of town all week. Of course, come Sunday, the tension in our house will be sky high - both NG and I have been this way before. I hope he truly is getting fed up with playing MC to this couple

NG had work near my office, so we drove in together, and met for lunch, came home and worked here after lunch. Nice dinner at a new place we had heard about. I got to fill his tank, praise his progress at work (he has a promotion coming up) and laughed at his jokes. Sadly no intimacy last night, or this morning for that matter.

We got a call from a friend late last night saying she heard a rumour the house we have our heart set on may have been let to someone else. This would have been devastating, but NG assured me it was not possible, and the way he discussed the things he could do to make sure we do not lose the house, well, I felt good. He knows I have my heart on it I think he is enjoying playing knight in almost-shining armour. It is a whole new language for me though. Sigh

His sad moods are definitely on the rise though. I guess this is to be expected. I hope the damn affair does not start up again.

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