Yes progress is slow indeed. Its so true when people say not to rush it and it has to happen on their own time. Never know what that means before.

Slowly, its good to know that at least your H said you will be together forever. My H told me yesterday that we will plan to have anor baby by next year. I told him I am scared and insecure about the future, what if you leave me again and then I will have anor baby to look after. He said no, why would he want to do that. Then I said things are so uncertain. Then he told me, just remember the song 'hey sara, sara..whatever will be, will be...' which I always sing to my Ds.


Sometimes the very thing you're looking for is the one thing you can't see..