NiceGuy and I seem to be entering yet another phase of our relationship, and at 132 posts on the previous thread, it seemed a good time to start a new line. This title comes from something I read a few days ago on knowledge and enlightenment.
Enlightenment is blissfulness with awareness. Knowledge is a passage; it is a journey. You have left ignorance, but you have not achieved enlightenment. You are in between. That is why knowledge is a tension. Either you fall back from knowledge or you go beyond. And falling back is not possible. You have to struggle to go beyond.
I so much want to go beyond just being able to articulate this good stuff, and make plans. I want to be able to really feel at one with these growth insights. Slowly.
Hi KAW - Like I said before, I like having you in my time zone
Just realised that Ive inadvertantly christened H and I as Nice and Slowly Some other positives this week
+++NG and I had lunch together at his project office on Wednesday, and he then came home with me - this is becoming quite a common occurence, we seem to be spending more time together than ever before.
+++Yesterday, I had a 400 mile round trip session, and NG drove with me - he had some documentation to do, which he did in the hotel business center while I was in the meeting. We had fun, stopped by and saw friends after the meeting, and got home in time for dinner. I must say, sharing my fears about the long drive prompted him to volunteer to drive with me - I LOVE this cherishing. I do not need to be strong ALL the time.
You are really coming along. I only can hope to be moving in the same direction. KAW keeps referring to talitsa's thread...can anyone provide a link?
I see a time coming when your relationship heals enough that it moves to natural understanding of the two of you cherishing each other, depending on one another...yet NOT taking each other's love and presence for granted.
It is so good to hear such possitives in your stitch. All your hard work is paying off and it has givin me the strength to go on and hopefully some time soon I will be in the place you are at now.
Time and patients but it is really killing me here of late. Feels good to be away from nasty girl though. Think that was a lot of the problem there.
Keep up the PMA because you are almost there. good luck Believe
