As I said in my thread, don't give up hope. Kelli and In4Ride showed that miracles do happen.
It is good that you are looking after yourself now. Your 180 is worthwhile to try. It keeps you sane. If your H changes his mind, very good. If not, you have your own life.
I am coping well considering the circumtances. I hope to be happy again in 6 to 12 months time. I am still not too old. Healthy. Have a good job and good earning. I just hope I can find a good lady that I love and also loves me. But the children are my priority at the moment.
