I understand fully what you are going through. I wish your H can make a decision one way or another. It is a torture for your if he is moving out slowly. I was in that situation before. I aske my W to move out ASAP once she has decided to move out and lives with the om. I am moving on with my life now.
Surprisingly I slept well in the last couple of days. No wake up during the night.
S is still very sad. That is what I worry the most. I am OK. Many friends called me and try to comfort me. Some of them came to my house yesterday. We talked and they pryed for me.
God has His own plan for me. Not the way I wished for. But maybe He has a better plan for me. Who knows?
