It is hard to do any initiating when H has told me several times in the past that he does not welcome my touch.
I had a pretty good weekend...fairly tension-free and relaxed. We even went to a football game to watch S15 in the marching band. That was a nice time and so was the joking around about my not liking to wear pants but it was cold so I didn't have a choice.
H asked how I felt about going to church on Sunday and I told him I was planning on it....and he just shook his head OK. I was dressed for church when I took H his coffee...and lo and behold H dressed in matching colors. That could have been a fluke, but he wore a pair of pants he seldom wears so I do think he took notice of what I was wearing. In the past one of our customs was to wear kind-of coordinating clothes to functions.
H, S15 and I went out for a nice breakfast after church, all 3 of us cleaned our cars in the afternoon, then H went to the office for a few hours. H was very late getting home for supper but I had held supper and we had an enjoyable meal. (I really am trying to not let the whole time we eat meals be a control issue).
When I got into bed there was this weird metal noice. H had just come upstairs so I asked him to check it out. It turned out that a screw had come out of the bedframe. H joked and told me to hold down the activities in the bed. I just laughed and told him nothing had been going on.
As we were lifiting the bed up and moveing things around we were constantly touching arms and body parts....and I was in a lowcut short nighty so I know H got his eyes full. He was in a really good mood.....I was really hoping he would suggest I just sleep in our bed with him....but, instead, he fixed the bed. However, our interactions were light and fun.....and I take that as progress!
H left early this morning so was up when I left. I wished him a good trip and he said several times that the plan was for him to be home Wed. night so he would see me then.
I just laughed and told him nothing had been going on.
