I'm sorry you are feeling down. But, I was wondering as I was reading your posts - do you think H was looking for a sign from you that you welcomed his advances? Do you think maybe he was testing the waters and thinks you were not interested? Just a feeling I got as I read your account of the last few days.
Maybe he was 'hoping' that you were back in your bedroom? Could he be feeling a little rejected?
I may be way off base, but it's something to think about. Any ideas to check this possibility out? Maybe it's time to make his very favorite meal and make a little fuss over him. That is, make an overture, but one that won't make you worry too much if you're mistaken. Or just jump his bones if you're braver than I am. I mean, he did feel you up right? - well, turnabout is fair play.
