So much for wishful thinking.....

I really felt that H was trying to figure out how to move back together into our bedroom....but I guess I was wrong.

I woke up in the middle of the night and our bedroom light was still on (and H was not in there (I had been sleeping in another room). That scared me so I went looking and found him in the basement asleep in another room. I woke him.....and he said that he thougt I had gone to sleep in our bed (I haven't been there for 3 weeks now) so he went elsewhere.

I know....don't get the hopes up, but that is so hard after the way he was last weekend.

I wonder what happened.....when he left on a "business trip" on Monday night he was almost loving, but since he got back last night he has really turned cold. I didn't talk to him while he was gone....so I know it has nothing to do with anything I did.

I am back on the rollercoaster...

Wishing