Raindeer.....I do think that the only way to win is to DB...so am doing my best!
I had a really tough moment this afternoon. Friday night when H came home he told me he had put some financial stuff from his business in with some paperwork I needed to work on. I just looked at it today and in with the financial stuff was a sheet of address labels for his trailer. It was incredibly sad.
I had mentioned at noon that we had to eat early since S14 had a commitment tonight. At the time H sounded like he would like to be here since 3 of our kids would be here. Come time to eat, no H. I thought long and hard about not calling him, but I did. H had forgotten we were eating early and said he would run out of the office and be home in a few minutes....which he was. He did seem pleased that I called.
H and I spent the rest of the evening in the sunroom. H was working on computers and researching stuff and I was sewing. For the most part it was a pleasant evening. H even told me when he was headed to bed.
I WILL enjoy the time we have together because I know in my heart that it is limited.