I think this has been the longest day of my life. Thank goodness D18 has stuck around me for most of the day. She took me out to get some sleeping pills which the doctor ordered, then later out for tanning and then for supper. what a life saver she has been. I don't know why, but I am still hesitant to tell friends and family until I know just what H is up to. S14 and D21 will be here tomorrow afternoon, but I am not sure when I will tell them.
I asked D18 if asking H to move out was the right thing. She hesitated a moment and said "Ya, you needed to to save your sanity".
D18 also went to our pastor and asked him to come over...so spent an hour or so talking to him. That sure helped. I have tried to keep busy today but time is just dragging. I am hoping the pills will help me get a good nights sleep so I can cope a little better tomorrow.
