What you suggested was a good idea. Thu-Sat I was alone with the kids. My W did not called. She said she sent sms to my D. I did not call her. She was travelling with the om. But she did not tell me. I did enjoy my time with the kids. Don't care what my W is doing.
Journalling is a good idea. But I normally only post here on my thread. Nowhere else. Sometimes I think I need to reread my posts.
On Sun morning, I have a talk with my W. She denied to know about the om was travelling with her before she left. She claimed that she did not talked much with the om. I know she is lying. They were on the plane for 5 hours.
I mentioned to her again that she can have her lover 100%. meaning leave us. She can't stay married and have a parttime lover. She refused again my suggestion to have C.
I think I will wait till Dec. By then if she still refused, I may have to give her ultimatum to choose between staying with C or leave.
In the mean time, I just have to live my own life. And find my own happiness.
