Thanks Job! I do certainly feel blessed that he is here at home. He seems truly excited to celebrate my birthday.
No affection, no I love yous. That hurts a lot. The stories start in my head that he is just biding his time. Waiting until D(18) graduates. He pulled his extra credit card payment thing again this month. It doesn’t happen every month. I always feel like he thinks I’m an idiot for not noticing. But I already know how that conversation would go if I brought it up. Will I ever know the truth?
