V, I totally get it. I think. I thought I was doing better. Doing things for me, trying to make myself happy, maybe that’s not enough or maybe I’m not far enough along yet I don’t know. A year ago I don’t think I would have gone to that wedding at all so I was pretty proud of myself.
I don’t know how I’m going to get around the birthday thing. Do I want to get him gift…not really. But the D’s have already been asking about it since it’s something we always do. A gift and dinner together. They still don’t know what’s going on.
