Journaling: As much as I miss him and want things to work out, I'm angry today. He hasn't once taken accountability for his role in all of this. I'm not the only one that has done wrong in our marriage. I've taken accountability for my faults, acknowledged said faults by name, and have begun doing the internal and external work to ensure these faults are fixed and don't happen again in whatever the future may hold. I've listened to him over and over and over again tell me how he feels like I've messed up. & I've listened. I've agreed. But he makes it seem like every thing is my fault, and it's not. I so badly want to tell him that I'm angry because he has a hand in all of this too. He isn't owning it and isn't doing anything to work on himself.
