The reason I thought about going was that I thought it would be fun, nothing to do with H. If I decide to go he will see it in the bank records beforehand but I don’t know if he’d say anything. Right now he doesn’t know I’m thinking about going. I just happened to put 2+2 together on a charge he made which made me question whether I should go. If he is there with her he will be blow it off as “we are friends” like he has always told me.
