He came home Sunday, offering no explanations or apologies for not honoring his commitment from Saturday. He did say hi and I smiled and said hi back. I didn't engage further with him.
Yesterday I texted him re: help paying for school supplies. He said ok. We didn't talk after. I made an oopsie while he was out- went in his computer. He asked why someone was on it while he was gone, and accused me of trying to make an account- not true. He was sullen yesterday.
Today I came in and he didn't say hi. I didn't either. It feels like stonewalling?
Today anger is showing up. It's hurting me to the core. So I did a puzzle, in the kitchen. He seemed to avoid me at all costs. Only went in the kitchen after I tucked myself in bed. It seems counterintuitive,all this silence and ignoring I'm doing.. but I don't have the wherewithal to have any discussions right now.
Im scared of the future. We have therapy on Saturday ( if he shows). I'm also curious how to address when the therapist asks how I feel.
I feel hurt to the core, betrayed, and disdain. I feel like I need to share these things, but will they be helpful?
