Back from vacation, which was great, and reality has hit me like a ton of bricks. I find myself wanting to apologize but I know that’s not right. I want to scream, why won’t you talk to me about this. No R talk since May. He doesn’t bring it up and just pretends nothing is wrong. Summer is almost over and I feel like I’m on the clock again. Is he looking at apartments again? When does he plan on telling the kids? Right before d(19) leaves for school and d(17) starts her Senior year? What if summer goes by and he doesn’t say anything. He’s talking about things going on in September like it’ll be the same! It’s driving me crazy. Sorry i know I can’t control what he does and I need to stay in my lane. Just need to vent.
