So I did ask..but it was more like hey it’s almost June are we going to have to pay rent? Of course I got the answer I should have expected. Oh I didn’t tell you I’m so sorry. I could have swore I told you. Blah blah blah. Part of me wants to believe him, part of my doesn’t believe him.
Went to D19’s boyfriend’s baseball game on Saturday. Beautiful day! Of course we get home and h is gone. Where’s dad? I said probably playing golden tee or something. That was a guess, I had no idea. He comes home in time to grill dinner. Then after the kids leave he announces that he is going back to play more tee. He didn’t. I can see the charges, that’s not where he went. I don’t comment. When he leaves he says he’s won’t be home late. That’s one of the things we used to fight about. I said you do you. No argument.
Sunday I go to church with D17 and get home and h says he’s going golfing and to watch a band. Have fun. I deep cleaned a ton of the house because all the furniture was moved since we had someone do some painting. He got home for dinner and was just crabby. I don’t remember the comment he said but I agreed with him. He started arguing with me like I didn’t. I’m like h stop I agree with you. He finally stopped. Seriously???
The teenager thing certainly rang true to me this weekend. I so wanted to tell him to grow the H$!! Up. I kind of had a thought a church too. Through all this no matter how hard it is I need to be the lighthouse. I was also in the middle of cleaning and all of a sudden I’m like why am I doing this? And I could truthfully say it was for me and the girls. I’ve always said those things to myself but I felt different this time. Is that weird?
I feel like he’s just trying to piss me off. Just trying to get in an argument. Is that what they do?
