I do have a lady I know that I didn't know was a family lawyer that I will be talking to this week for advice. H says he wants to keep lawyers out of it.
I feel sorry for him. I had no idea he felt this way all these years. I can't make him change how he feels or make him stay with me if he doesn't want to right now. He took me out to dinner tonight. He said he was sorry I had to be in the middle of all this. I just want him to find himself and find his way back to me. I said I never held him back from doing anything he wanted to do and I wasn't going to start now. He said he feels like he's being held back just by being married to me and he doesn't want anyone waiting for him while he does what he does to better himself. He can't even explain it.
I don't know if I could kick him out of the bed. He would just laugh at me and say, "yeah right". He has nowhere else to go. I don't know what his plan is but he obviously needs to stay here for however long it takes and to also get me situated and financially stable. I just don't want to give him any reason to resent me if there is even the slightest possibility of him coming to his senses before or after the divorce.
