Thank you. I got home from work this morning and hubby was getting ready for work. I have been doing my best to just act normal around him and not try to touch him or make him feel uncomfortable. He asked me how my night was and I asked him if he slept well and we had a brief, pleasant conversation about a podcast we both listen to. I got into my PJs and told him to have a great day at work and to drive safe. It was a bit awkward because I usually sit on his lap and give him a hug and kiss before I go to bed. I went to bed and started sobbing as quietly as I could. He came into the room, I thought to bring our dog to bed as he often does. He called my name and told me to stand up. I asked why. He said he thought I needed a hug, so I just cried in his arms as he held me tight. He probably hasn’t changed his mind and was just trying to comfort me again. As much as this hurts I don’t mind the roller coaster of emotions as long as it means we will stay together, so I just have my eyes on the prize. Again, looking for insight on what you guys think this could mean.
