The fundraiser was amazing. Had a blast with our (maybe soon to be my) friends. H wanted to leave before most people and I didn’t want to go yet. So I got a ride from a friend. I never would have done that before.
But now I’m back grieving. I almost started crying today at the gym. Thankful I ran into my trainer (he knows what’s going on) and we talked a bit and made me feel better. Don’t worry about him being an OM. I’m old enough to be his mom. He’s a good kid and he and my workout partner take care of me.
Anyway.. I think I’m having a hard time getting this June 7th date out of my head. That and for some reason I’m feeling like I need to apologize for my share of this. After BD I apologized profusely, but never anything specific. Is this even a good idea?
And I’m just sad you know. I know you guys do. I can’t thank you guys enough for your support.
