I keep reminding myself over and over that I can’t control him. I can’t fix him. But sometimes it’s just overwhelming.
We haven’t started the mitigation process at all yet. Don’t have a L for it yet. Told H to pick out a few and when he was ready we would do a consultation. If they are going to do mitigation I want to approve as well. But I have my individual L picked out when the time is right. I’m not pushing. I’m not asking. I’m not talking about what I believe is financial infidelity.
The lease is signed and his apartment will be ready June 7th. I think that’s what hit me this week.
Need to continue to do things for me. He is going to the fundraiser tonight but I probably won’t see much of him. I’ll be with my friends having a blast!
Honestly the thing I’m worried the most about for Easter is church. I cry easily…I hate it! And I’m worried about getting through without biting my tongue off which is what i usually do when I start to get emotional. He’s also playing in the church band that day and guess who’s singing. He’s making dinner he’ll act like nothing is going on. I’m not too worried about that.
You all are amazing. I started going through some of the quotes on the link that grok sent me which have been great. Also read midlife crisis for dummies. Wow.
