You said, “ I just feel like giving her very little of my time and attention, like she is doing to me.”
It’s good to acknowledge your feelings express them here process them let them go and not let them be your compass or rudder.
You are a grown man responsible for your actions and thus use as your guide things more reliable and sound than your feelings and how she has been treating you.
There is a lot at stake for you with or without her and in spite of how she treats you.
Hey I can relate. Feelings wow intense and powerful- at times unrelenting..
