And so I carry on. Having brunch together on Christmas went well, I went through discomfort in coming to the decision to go, more discomfort during our time all together and then still more discomfort after. I have been processing feelings since and had a dream W asked in front of the family to move back home.
Each day since Christmas I have gone for a run, lifted weights and taken a sauna. Got together with friends Friday afternoon then got dressed up and went to a festive dance that night.
Youngest S spent part of yesterday with his mom. I plan to go to a steakhouse this week and treat myself.
