Things for last few weeks have been rather calm . Long weekend away was relaxing and a bit of fun rolled in . I continue to just maintain my course I refused to talk R while away. H did try to get me to open up a bit last week. Sent a long message about how he loves me and is very grateful I didn’t boot him . He did mention how I don’t speak about much . Did respond nicely to his kind words but did throw a truth dart about how I will never get the entire truth but I do not plan on loathing him the rest of my life . I did put a solid boundary of I never expect to put in this position again . Left it there .
It’s been calm . Having an active and available H whos not on the run . He declines all invites with his friends and seems to fill that time doing things alone with me . I offered to go a few times . H said no he’s enjoying just being alone with me and the kids . Odd transformation continues…..
