Hi Catman. Sorry to hear things dragged along. I hope you're doing as well as reasonably possible these last few days since you posted. I can't imagine the hurt, doubt, regret and other completely reasonable thoughts and feelings you're experiencing. It is, unfortunately, something one has to endure and I hope you're better equipped to do it by leveraging what you're learned here to take at least some small edge off the experience. I hope to see an update soon and please let us know if we might be able to specifically respond to anything else that might be popping into your thoughts.