TY Caligirl!

I have been trying to engage with family and friends frequently. I have been journaling daily my thoughts and fears, reading here a lot and have finished both DB books. I have some additional self help, self improvement books on standby and have scheduled a therapy appointment for next week. I'm feeling ok but just feel like some outside unbiased solutions/suggestions would benefit me. I have also scheduled an appt with a lawyer to get some questions answered for myself for some piece of mind even though neither of us are thinking we want to divorce at this time. I'm curious about the need for a legal separation, perhaps.

Always looking for additional support and suggestions that anyone may have for me! Thank you!


Married 1991
D 32 GD 12
D 30 GD 3
S 29
M 58
S 57
1st bomb 2008
2nd bomb 4/2015 same person
New bomb 09/24
I fear those big words which make us so unhappy.