So post date last week H has been upkicking his efforts to work on R. Little things . Sitting together doing normal things after kids settle down . Watch a movie, go for a stroll or just sit together on the back hill . It’s going somewhat ok I would say but I’m such a closed book . H asked me the other night why I do not ask him alot of questions and to just ask . I threw a few out there …. The main one being again what is so different now ? I just can’t wrap my head around this change last few months . It’s off putting the way someone can just crash and burn and then see the light . He did open up a bit with some new things . No matter how hard he ran there was always a part of him looking back for me .
