Thank you everyone! I appreciate you all supporting me and letting me know I am not alone and not quite the idiot like I feel. Believe me I've beaten myself up a lot so I appreciate your kindness where live been much harder on myself. I will be keeping my distance and my comments and thoughts to myself going forward in conversations with spouse and sticking to business only.
Married 1991 D 32 GD 12 D 30 GD 3 S 29 M 58 S 57 1st bomb 2008 2nd bomb 4/2015 same person New bomb 09/24 I fear those big words which make us so unhappy.
