Ok I'm back. I'm going over some of MY old journals now (password protected!!)
A lot went on in 2012 and 2019 that I had forgotten about, but the long and the short of it is, I really felt rejected and not listened to in this M. And so, when the opportunity arose, I found solace in the company of other men (2010-2012). Not PA. 1 EA and one revenge thing which turned into sexting. H in all his insecurity made it into a capital offense and threatened D and emailed my parents and told the world that I cheated on him and that is how I came to the DB community.
Character flaws Unfaithful Untrustworthy Hypocrite Devious Sneaky Suspicious Passive aggressive Controlling, Control freak Evil
Personality Defects Lack of empathy Self absorbed Defective Mean/Not Nice Insensitive Deeply envious Cheap Negative “Glass half empty” The most annoying person in the world
Competency shortcomings Incompetent Bad mother No social skills Can’t hold a job
Physical problems Hearing problem/Deaf Blind
General slurs No class Loser/ Loser friends A baby Disgusting Garbage Hates men Pathetic Broken Worthless “Sour old bag”
If this is the person he married, what does that say about HIM?
Me54, H53 M 23, T 25 S20, S18 BD: April 2024 Moved out: August 2024
Love means not giving up on someone even if they've given up on you.
"Being right is the booby prize of life." - Susan Page
