I definitely wasn’t detached, now I just feel calm. More than ever. I’ve really resigned myself to believing it’s over. Right or wrong I’ve given her an ultimatum and I will follow through with it. In the past I asked her to find a new job, now it’s a requirement. Scary thing is she never treats me bad in terms of anger, quite the opposite. That’s what makes it even harder to understand.


M:50 W:48
T:33 M:25
D23, S17, D13
BD:4/2/22