Rumspringa

[RegretfulLA]

Now he's disappeared into thin air, so it FEELS like a rejection even though I know none of this has anything to do with me.

I meant to say - it feels like rejection and abandonment - kind of a repeat of what has just happened with H leaving. I know this is not true or even rational, it's purely emotional. Sometimes our heart wins out over our head, which is part of why I feel so crappy about it.

(@DnJ please tell me how to edit, I didn't see an option to change my post)