Returning newbie here

[lonelee]

Thank you for your response, I appreciate it very much! I guess I'm doing ok, all things cosidered. My heart and my head are so torn . I am really anxious too as our anniversary is on Saturday and I'm already dreading the time. Gal is a little hard because we have not told anyone yet. I have one friend I can speak with and this board for support. I want people to know but then again I don't want people to know. I'm scared and lonley! I am also currently out of work so I have a lot of time on my hands that is not healthy for my mind. I need a new daily routine!! I am keeping a daily journal and I am reading a lot but I've run out of books speaking to this way of working a seperation. I just got the five love languages and the men are from mars women from Venus book, I am willing to take suggestions on other reading material. Thank you again all!

I need a new daily routine ...I need a new daily routine...I need a new daily routine