G, I typed a response. Then I deleted it as I felt that it didn't add any value. I don't have enlightening information nor direction to provide. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm at a loss. Wish I could reach through this screen and make it all go away. You know...in true "I'm a fixer" style. LOL.

Know that you are cared for by friends you've touched with your updates.

Your update struck me. I felt your 'death without a funeral' like it was my own. And, out in this unpredictable world, a grown woman is crying.

{{{hugs}}}