It’s very frustrating the entire thing . I had explained over the last few months what I needed and wanted to feel secure again . He did them easily . During the process I was very kind and said do this and he did . And oddly continues to do them without me even asking or being chatty and flat out ignoring them . Sending me he’s where abouts and I’m not even around or asking nor do I care at this present moment. I will never blame anyone but him . Though it’s very striking that all this came about a few days before a family trip that was planned 2 years ago by unsigned letter . He involved himself with OW so now these are his consequences . I did speak with him a little last night briefly and a train wreck of I can’t believe I did this to my family . I don’t even know what rock bottom would be or expected changes . He’s been doing them for few months . He can’t apologize anymore . I can’t even listen to it and told him to stop . The only time he brings up moving out is when he says I should not be married to anyone because I hurt you and everything . I get what kind18 is going with cut him off because he has a history of this and it will happen again too . When he’s in need he leans hard on me and uses my kindness . Were those changes he’s been making going to stick anyway ??? He very well will need to feel this one at his core .
