Thanks job for fixing my thread and the advice. My plan was not to respond.
Strangely enough, I had no reaction. I have peace. The only explanation for that is God. I'm so glad that 2yrs ago after bomb drop I ran to the church, it was the only place I had peace, now I carry that peace with me everyday. Yes, I do have struggle days, they are far and few between. I know that no matter what happens, I'M GONNA BE OK.
I will continue to stand on the promises that God gives us on marriage. I've turned this battle over to him and I am claiming my victory. Still trusting and believing.