Yes there is a finality in all this. And it does hit hard. As this chapter ends, a new one begins. Still, the “ending” of this previous one will, and must, be felt and processed first.
I do empathize. It feels much like the end of your book or story, and you are, or even must, start a new book. Have faith, and maybe a wee belief in one who has gone before, it is only a new chapter. Your book is still valid. Your life, your past, your experiences, knowledge, wisdom, etc, accumulates. In time, one heals and grows. These times and experiences add to one’s foundation, to one’s immutable past.
Rising from the ashes, or the eagle allegory of the need to shed one’s past to move forward (although factually untrue according to snopes), can be painful and difficult. Growth is difficult; one moving beyond their comfort zone and paradigm. Shaking off the ashes reveals a wiser bird, one having retaining its life lessons. A new chapter.
I am glad the house, car, belongings, and such found a calm resolution. The clean and sparse house would certainly bring some feelings of bittersweet and melancholy. (((Hugs))) It will subside.
The next while will be a mix of loss and looking towards the new. I do recall that juxtaposition during my path. Some advice: Live in the present moment. The future will unveil itself in time, and the past will offer its lessons. Remain grounded and centered and you will/can embrace both the opportunities and wisdom afforded, hard-earned, by your life’s story.
Have a great day Catman!
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Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.
