I am growing stronger everyday. Before I would hear a song on the radio that made me think of him so I would send it to him, I would text him and tell him I love him, send him a scripture, or invite to church. I haven't done any of those things in abt 2wks, I know that doesn't seem like a long time or much progress, trust me it is. I had a visit today with one of my boys and it was fun. He talked abt working out of town and I listened. He hit golf balls and we chased them😂. Just had a good visit. We haven't been able to do that in a long time cause I was very emotional and knowing they talked to their dad I would want to ask questions abt how he was doing, nothing abt OW however cause I don't want to know anything abt that, those kinds questions don't help they only hurt. My boys are all grown and have their own lives and are amazing young men. I am a proud momma. They don't talk abt the situation, they love both of us and just want us to be happy. It's hard not to ask questions and something I really have to work on when I'm with them. H is still being very quiet with me at least, don't know abt anybody else. Oh well it is what it is and hopefully he will figure it out. I have set a goal to move out of this camper by the end of summer, praying for a job opportunity to allow that to happen. So far it's been a good day and I know there's more ahead, as long as I stay grounded in my faith, keep my eyes on God and his will on my life.
I am a child of God and I'm fearfully and wonderfully made.
